summer 2021

I am free.

Sitting in the silence of not owning anything, unattached. It’s here but it doesn’t belong to me. It’s space between me and it. 

The needle of darkness is the teacher, that punctuated the illusion. The structure has fallen... its space, and form in the space, but I’m not the form. 

It doesn’t matter what I do, it’s always space, if I run, look, close my eyes, in activity, it’s always space. I still have form, I still have sensations, but it’s within the space. So life can take its turns, its shifts, I’m still the space. 

The image is coming home and dissolving into the space.The person and the space is merging. The trust is there, nothing to do, don’t need to hold on or ask more questions. Don’t need to walk peacefully, or “stay in that space” I am that. The image detached. It doesn’t belong to me.

The mind wants to understand.

I am space. 

spring 2021

The gift.

All forms and expressions are gifts, there is nothing else. That’s the fullness, that’s the limitless, that’s the supreme power, the ultimate forever lasting truth. 

spring 2021

Growing up.

We are bound by survival, until our sense of infinity is experienced. Our mother, our father, helped us on our way, guiding us to openness of being. If we wouldn’t have a built in “survival program”, we might not known how to awaken because we would might have been “dead” before our chance to. The ego or programming of survival is the ship that leads us to the sun, it's the vehicle in which we have the opportunity to know ourselves. We need all to be grateful for our “mother, father” our protection to make sure we survive, until the growing up, the knowing of self is established, the father and mother figure can then let go of its function to protect. There is no need to protect any longer and the child of god, is now the grown up. The awakened one, the true nature is not in need of a guiding hand, he or she is the hand.

We now see the innocence of the ego, and the force of survival. It’s from the intelligence of life, God if we will. It's the intelligence of of evolution itself, that makes this structure of the separate self appearing to be real. Now we can have compassion for all the survival mechanisms, and all the actions that are solely based on survival. It's the structure of survival doing its job until it’s instructed by consciousness, by the authority of Being to let go of its function. It comes to a point when we realize we are unlimited, and that we cannot die, there is nothing to protect. It served its function and we can live on freely.